2011 is what a troubled year indeed. Countless disasters from civil war in Libya, earthquake in Japan to my car accident weeks ago. Just troubling.
Trouble stirs even in the fashion world. John Galliano's fall from grace hits front page on every fashion news centre. A random bar dispute revealed deep trouble in designer's mind. This deep trouble led to Galliano's shockingly quick dismissal from the house of Dior. The decision shaken the entire fashion world.
I can't stop thinking about the popular 2012 end of the world theory while looking at the deaths and tragic pictures in this current situation of the world. Is the end of the world really coming in 2012?
"Emotion will be agitate easily this year," said a fortune teller on a popular Taiwanese show, "It's good to practice the control of your emotion In family, work or in the society."
I feel it's so true. At least for me regarding the situation of my car accident. My emotion was on a coaster ride of anger since the moment of the car accident. The first week following the car accident is the worst. I was feeling pain physically and emotionally.
But with the grace of God I've survived from all and is feeling better. But ever since the car accident I need to pray to God for my every car trip.
And life goes on.
To be looking forward to the end of the world in 2012 will do us no good. That will be equal to praying for the world to end in 2012. I believe if we all think like that then the world really would end by that time. I wouldn't want to see that happening.
Let's think positive despite of what had happened. Feelings change and life goes on.
2011 真是一個災難年，數不清的天災人禍從利比亞的內戰，日本的地震到幾星期前發生在我身上的車禍，真是令人煩惱。
連時尚界也有事件發生，John Galliano 嘴砲事件上了時尚界的每個頭條，一個隨機的酒館爭吵揭開了設計師心中的心魔，這個心魔導致Dior 以令人驚訝的速度開除Galliano，這個決定驚動了整個時尚界。
當看到現在世界動象的死亡人數，悲慘狀況，使我不停的想到大家常常談到的2012世界末日之說，2012真的會世界末日嗎？
一個台灣節目的占星家說："今年是個容易犯脾氣的一年，...家庭裡面，或是學校裡面，或者是社會上，都是要修練自己的脾氣。"
我覺得很準，致少我自己的情況是這樣，就是關於我車禍的事，從車禍那刻開始，我的情緒像坐一趟憤怒的雲霄飛車，車禍後的第一個星期最糟，我心身都感到痛苦。
但因著上帝的恩典，我撐過去了，也慢慢感到好些，但現在每次開車前都要禱告一下。
生命繼續著。
去期代著2012世界末日的到來不會給我們帶來好處，這樣就等於祈禱著讓2012世界末日降臨一樣，如果我們都這樣想，那世界末日在那時就一定會到，我不想看到那樣。
就算事情發生了，讓我們往好的一面想，感覺會變，而生命繼續著。
image from Lula magazine.
